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In era of perfect imperfection everybody want to be like nobody else: unique, irreplaceable, unforgettable. Someone you want to follow, somebody with strong inner style … influencer, boss, leader, preacher whose voice counts in daily jog-trot life.

I just wonder if really exist people who can’t live without telling them what is right or what is wrong?

But why we need leaders to follow and ‘manage’ our everyday life?

I order to understand this social-media-hashtags-trend-craziness, I gathered my monthly guides which helps me to find the answer(s) of my way.


 March 27 / Start of a new week/

  • albert_csilla The best way to start a new week is to think about sweetescape! Tag someone you love 🍸🌴🌵🌊💤
    Bighat /for S a l e/: ClothChapel ⤴

The truetrue of this flatlay:

I wanted to know how daring is my hats are. And is there anybody dare enough to wear such a large flanged bighat with funny blue ants around!? WHAT ABOUT trendsetterS?

p.s.: despite the fact that people received my post with kind, no one was interested of this kind of hat … Little bit disappointed, I tried to boost myself working on other project …


March 31 / Short insta-write from me /

  • albert_csilla Working on this lacy #fingerlessgloves , I ‘m still obsessed by the story of ‘Beauty and the Beast’ we saw last weekend with my only lovely niece and Z. (Mon Sir 💋)
    Enjoy the little things and don’t be affraid to be different! 💫

The truetrue of this  picture:

That day was a very windy one. Since there was not enough natural light in the room, I was forced to go out onto the balcony. There was so much wind blowing that I could hardly shoot this picture. I prayed loudly that the wind to not blow away my flower’s tiny petals. And then I started to wept … One of my tears dropped to the picture and blurred off  the photo’s toner … I was forced to use  an earlier version of this picture …

p. s: the image in the picture shows my other work – a wedding dress – I’ve made of million love-hooks. That’s actually one of my biggest work.


April 1 / The unexpected /

  • albert_csilla Unexpected sunday evening / I n v i t a t i o n /

    Dress: C l o t h C h a p e l ⤴▶Crochetedbride shop ✉

This is a close up of my work – a crocheted wedding dress –  and here is the truetrue of this study/flatlay:

That’s so long story… I could write pages about how, when, why … with such sentences like:  ‘I don’t know the reason why I start to crocheting … something veiled thing … not clear, but loooove and passion … and, yes struggle, tears and happiness.’

p.s. : I think I’m blessed …


April 3 / Monday, in chase of colorful feelings/ 

  • albert_csilla I love the Monday afternoon’s newshade huntings! 💗🎨🍹🍦🐜🍥🌸

    Hat for sale: C l o t h C h a p e l ⤴

The truetrue of this flatlay:

I was curious about how people react if I put black sunglasses instead of light pink one (used before) and hiding the blue ants.

Funny game! .)


April 3 / Drawing a reminder for my followers /

  • albert_csilla I don’t know how your day was, but anyway, ‘You are pure’ ! 💫

I don't know how your day was, but anyway, 'You are pure' ! 💫 . . #angel #dailyreminder #pure #love #relax #embraceyourselft #keepitsimple #yourstyle #trendsetters #handdrawntype #notetoself #personaldevelopment #selflove #confidence #goodwords #followyourheart #minimalstyle #pink #innerstyle #goodvibes #responsable #mindset #dailylife #essentials #lovequotes #letterstoliveby #styleguide

The truetrue of this sentence: That’s the P U R E true itself!

p.s.: … reading many things about slowfashion, I wrote this  unconsciously and it’s about the purity of ethically made  fashion …


April 7 / Work, work, happiness /

  • albert_csilla Working on this blush pink, suddenly I realized how this fluffy cacti grows this week! Take a breath and enjoy the little things! Have a nice weekend everyone! 🍃🌸🌵🌳🌱🌷

The truetrue of this moment:

I realized how hard is to create ethically clear fashion …

p.s.: but I never give up! This little cacti show me how effortless is to grow something beautiful …

April 8 / Weekend, but I don’t like it /

  • albert_csilla I am actually invited for a party, but I don’t know if … XOXO💋 or NO❌. Have you ever feel so? 👧👻🙆 💤💨 💫💄💫 💋 p.s. : here I try to draw the answer … 🙅

I am actually invited for a party, but I don't know if ... XOXO💋 or NO❌. Have you ever feel so? 👧👻🙆 💤💨 💫💄💫 💋p.s. : here I try to draw the answer ... 🙅 . . #lips #lipstick #lipcolor #blushpink #lipbalm #makeup #newshades #blush #blushpink #shoelove #lovepink #mules #shoeporn #fluffy #heels #heelsfashion #shoestyle #partytime #sweetescape #summerready #spotted #xoxo💋 #eveningmood #sketchbook #digitaldrawing #lifestyle #relax #notetoself #inspireme #love #deserve

The true true about my mood of that weekend:

I admire how some people are able to relax even when they are full of thoughts. I can’t do this (yet). Now I’m rather the pest of this kind of games. I know that a little laziness would be good for me, but … the answer was aclear NO!

p.s.: Anyway, I don’t need a guide to decide why and where should I go!


April 9/ My ‘after-party’ thoughts/ 

  • albert_csilla There is no better in Sundays than eat chocolate, buy thin polka dot socks and spell aloud one of the sexiest word of all like ‘chandelier’.

    Chandelier earrings/ For  s  a l e / ClothChapel ⤴▶Crochetedbride shop

The true true of this flatlay:

I diddle for two hours taking pictures of this ClothChapel earrings … until the half of my  back sunburned, but I still wasn’t satisfied with the photoshot either … (Aw! Moreover my back looked very funny. It looked like I had sunbathed in a queer two-strap-on-one-shoulder top. Aw… )

p.s.: Maybe it would been better if I went to that party! Hehe.


April 10 / the right directions /

  • albert_csilla How could be a tipical Monday bracelet?📒💡➡♻➡🚩〰👑🔝✅
    Wish you a Monday full of right directions! ↪❤

The true true of this situation:

Thinking of my weird sunbathed back and the IFs and ORs, I realized I’m not perfect in making right decisions.

p.s.: I felt I need a mentor…


April 12  / How a leader looks like? /

  • albert_csilla I had no time to wash my hair, ’cause I ‘m in middle of colorhunting-game! 😜

    No, it’s not really true!  I just concentrate on bowling here …🔴🔵⚪⚫ I’m a lion, playing is essential. Also with colors. But black & white is on 🔝for me 🔱🔝

    I had no time to wash my hair, 'cause I 'm in middle of colorhunting-game! 😜 No, it's not really true!  I just concentrate on bowling here ...🔴🔵⚪⚫ I'm a lion, playing is essential. Also with colors. But black & white is on 🔝for me 🔱🔝 . #hi #itsme #selfknowledge #coloursplash #colors #colorful #colorsplurge #summercolors #myhaircrush #lion #voiceofhair #cachos #heathyhairjourney #liketkit #preppy #monochrome #monochromephotography #blackandwhitephotography #fashiongirls #blackoutfit #vibrant #bright #beautifulcolors #camouflage #styled #comfy #trendsetter #dress #styleguide #fashionforward

    The true true of this picture:

Thinking about how can a leader be, I summed up few things:

  • First of all they are honest and awakened!
  • Their appearance is clear and in consonance with their inner style. They are spontaneous, easily stands in front of camera. ( but I don’t know if each of them loves the selfies … )
  • They not just preaching, but working hard and always inspiring others
  • They are not just good Mentors, but restless Students in same time, able to stretch over their comfort-zone-boundaries.
  • They are helpful and cheerful, playful, creatives
  • They thinking globally, but with excellent analytical capabilities always showing up the critical point of matters
  • They always find  the solutions
  • They always stand corrected their mistakes
  • They know their own weaknesses
  • They’ll come back even from hell to repair something
  • They Always stands up!
  • Amazing souls. Everyone likes them.

p.s. thoughts: I am enough clear communicator? …  I’m not selfie woman. It is out of my comfort zone, but how can I talk with my followers without presenting myself?

Thinking of these things,  I found this not-right-recent, but really spontaneous picture made at my godson’s birthday party while I’m playing bowling. So here I am! … boosted with some brush-lines.

In addition: This hair is very messy! I’m not perfect … and by showing this picture finally I left my comfort-zone!


  • April 12  / That’s me /

albert_csilla Sometimes I’m pinky. 🍥🍨👩💌 🌸
Gloves for sale: ClothChapel ⤴ ▶Crochetedbride shop ✉

The truetrue of this picture:

This picture was made by my boyfriend. He is not a professional photographer and the fashion isn’t his field either …

But this is that shot why this gloves was spotted and bought. (for film-production which is about a little bit strange Chanel girls … )

p.s.: Anyway, this is my best avatar picture ever!


April 18 / The new life /

  • albert_csilla Best decor: new L i f e ! 🍃 🌱

    The truetrue: no needs comment

April 21 / / What is on fashion? /

  • albert_csilla Straight from a time machine.⌛

    Neckwear for sale: ClothChapel ⤴▶ Crochetedbride shop 🔘


The truetrue of this work:

I can’t  explain why this piece is different. It is 100% handmade by 100% cotton with very unique technique.  I want to believe that still exist someone who know the real ‘price’ of this piece.

Anyway it is for sale, as I mentioned in my Insta post …

Tip: If you feel too girly, mix it with some modern (masculine/classic) stuff like tailored pants/ jackets, tops, loafers, mules,  etc. Find whatever you are into.💋

p.s.: Less plastic, more love!


April 21 / Let’s play with pictures /

  • albert_csilla Do you know the modern version of your old soul? 💅
    Neckwear for sale: ClothChapel ⤴ ▶Crochetedbride shop 🔘

The truetrue of this picture:

I don’t know who this girl is, but I found this poster throwed out after our neighbour was moved on. I heard she was a fashion-blogger. A good one! What a pitty we never really met …

The necklace I offered here is the same presented a day before, but by presenting in other way, this got less likes than the older one. Interesting experiment!

p.s.: I must to learn a lot … and talking more with neighbours ! 🙂


April 28 / Mr. Green Hearty right on my table /

  • albert_csilla Hey, green dude! I can’t give you coffee… But a kiss and water! 💋☁⛅

    p.s.: G. Hearty has now 6 hearts! Well done! 😙👌

    Handmade apparels for sale ➡www.clothchapel.com

The truetrue:

I was a little bit in doubt if I am ‘too much’ …  working in so many thing in same time …  I don’t know if people understand me …  or they believe me.

p.s. : Darned! The doubts! They are such an unpredictable guides!

But how cute this my cactus is! Always show me something new and easy to decide: grows new heart … 🙂


April 28 / No more work, but kiss & roses /

The truetrue behind of this quick picture:

After many mistakes, here I tried to relax my thoughts and concentrating on love, love , just love …

p.s.: L o v e


May 1 / A quiet style / 

The truetrue of this picture:

This blue painting is one of my recent paint-work. I have no time to finish (yet).

But until then I gladly use it for my flatlay’s background, specially when I posting about the works laying on my table. … the face is part of an another project … and  I really like to play with them.

p.s.: Fashion is a funny game!


May 1 / My romantic urban safari/

albert_csilla My romantic urban safari. 💋🐆🐾
Get your gloves from: http://www.clothchapel.com ☝ ➡Crochetedbride shop

The truetrue of this picture:

This photoshoot was also made by my boyfriend. The place could be familiar for film-makers or fans of many films like the ‘Mars’.

p.s.: There are so many wonder in this universe! 🙂


May3 / The roots /

  • albert_csilla I just wonder this little ivy always have a new idea … 💫 I used it first a month ago for a picture and I couldn’t throw away. So I simply put it in water. Now it has many roots and some new leaves.

    The best idea ever! 👌🍃 Find your roots!

The truetrue: no words …

p.s.: I must to find my roots …


May 5 / Me  and the bright lights /

  • albert_csilla Who loves the Bright Lights (Beta Vulgaris)?

    p.s. : one more point for that fuchsia pink! 💞

The truetrue: Closer to myself and in a good way to love this vibrant fuchsia-pink.

p.s.: L o v e L o v e


My Conclusions

Does we need leaders whom we can follow? Yes, we need them! And, yes, we needn't!

Work to find your own way!