Few things you can easily change in your daily routine being not a morning person


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I read in many forums about ‘tricks of how to be a morning person’, but I think this is completely impossible. We can’t replace our nature and genes (yet)!

Everyone has a specific activity curve that we can hardly change it. If you are ‘night owl’ person like me, you know exactly how our mornings are …

Based on the observation of the chrono-biologist Till Roenneberg, ‘night owls’ forced to arise earlier then their rhythm dictates, they have a low body temperature and may require a few hours to feel really awake…

Living between morning persons (‘larks’) you can do some small changes to “accelerate” your natural biology-rhythm getting in same line with the ‘early birds’. But don’t forget: if you force it to be completely  “lark”, your body will revenge it in many nasty ways !!!

Here are my trifles that  – I think – every ‘owl person’ can do easily without any extra energy.


  • In the evenings / Before mornings

prepare all the clothes and stuffs  you need in the mornings when you are forced to the get up early.


  • In the evenings / Before mornings

prepare a fresh washed lemon in fridge, a clean glass and pure water. (This thoroughness seems to be ridiculous, but all ‘owl’ person knows it how important are this small details.)


  • Awaked but still in bed / Stretch up

is natural and prepares the body for biggest movement. The experts say that after awakening wait at least 10 minutes with stretch up to avoid any damage of the disc.


  • Drink

slowly a fresh water with twisted lemon juice to awake and say good morning to your body. (Leave the coffee more later!)


  • Dress up

in your prepared clothes you allow your mind an extra calm for thinking of beautiful things like your make up, your dapper tie or the color of your scarf smoothing on you neck.


  • To do list

prepared in evenings will brighten up your mornings. Stay motivated! The creatively prepared things bring over the evening’s energy also in your mornings. Start with the hardest but with smile in your soul! 🙂

  • P.S.
Every small change need time to be natural part of your whole daily/morning routine. 21 day at least!

I hope these few step-trick helps you on your wake ups. Let me know what are your ‘get up’ tricks.

Good mornings!



Same color, same vibes


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Watched me as I work day by day, – after 2 years – my little one hearted cactus suddenly decided to grow three new little hearts. Hey, dude! That’s a great job!
Those was my notes of 23th december 2016 …

I’ve been working for a while on this pink top, but I made a looot of mistakes.

Just for the sake of illustration, here is one of my mistakes. I don’t understand why I record this all on? Maybe because sometimes humor can help … but here is the link if you want to watch how to tear down the weeks work just in few minutes.

Anyway, it’s a good lesson if I spoil something again.
’ If things goes wrong, play it all in reverse! (or get a magic wand!) 😊))’ – I thought.
But nobody thinks I’m Buddha!  I was angry, of course.


After a while, I received my mistakes with great calmness and great routine, and despite the fact that I slipped through all the deadlines, I had complete peace of mind.

Suddenly something magic happened. Under the leaves deeply hidden, small flower-buds appeared! White ones!

How cute! How splendid! We never have any flowers blooming here!

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If I didn’t turn the pot, I would never have seen them.

I’m not so superstitious, but I deeply believe that the living creatures around us are able to absorb our mood … Everyone believes in what s(h)e wants, but for me, this is one of the most beautiful lessons in my life.
And there is more! As these little buds opened their ‘eyes’, changed their color to exactly the same color as the top I worked on.


I just watched them without words …
… and I finally finished the top. I’m happy and I hope, I’ll find the happy owner of this special piece.

If you would be interested in this pink top or you just want to look at it, here’s a link to my shop


Wear L o v e,


First step to being a winner of fashion


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This is not an ordinary N i g h t for not an ordinary announcement of not an ordinary

G a m e!


If you like ClothChapel accessories style, get ready to win one of its products.
Game soon! Follow the CC’s INSTAGRAM account to not miss the chance!

What would you like to win from here?

… an eco-smart bracelet, a ladylike glove or maybe a pretty baby bonnet for your only one?

Here are just few ClothChapel gear for ‘preview’. Maybe you love them.


This is for choosing the right directions and being always on S u n n y side of life. .)


This is kind of reminder-bracelet.  Because there are always 4 reason of Good … 🙂



This is for women’s pinky ladylike mood. .)


This is for the modern version of your vintage-styled soul. .)


Here are more some stuff to dream your winner dream!

Don’t forget: the first step to be a winner is to follow the ClothChapel’s Instagram account:

With L o v e,

5 outdoor place I love to see in fashion photos


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Searching for a good place for photo-shooting of this little white eco-smart bracelet wearing below, I realized how difficult is to find a really perfect place to express more than a stuff.



I found this rock for expressing the natural, but strong texture of this crocheted bracelet and the pure way of slowfashion.

If you are a fashion-blogger, I’ m pretty sure you have a couple of places where you are crazy in looove to take pictures. Here are some of which inspires me a lot searching after new cool places.


  • The S t a i r s

Who has no taken a photos on/next/near/under… stairways? Stairs are usually so neutrals that every street-style goes well with them.  Look at these cuties!

Next the Stairs

Even if the whole picture is almost gray, it’s so good to look at it. The stair seems quite old and rusty, but the smile of this model (Nina Schwichtenberg) and that amaranth red floral print on her pants are enough to bright up the whole style of this picture. Bookmarked by alb_fashionaire (Instagram)

Shoes Glam radar

Waiting-pose on little industrial stairs which are effective to highlight any fashionable street styles, like these boots. Capture from Glam Radar.

Emili Sindlev

Sitting on stairs in front of a no-style office(?)-door is the most simple way to show three  – equally-important-to-show stuff – on you. This is Emili Sindlev style!

There are limitless examples, but I think the stairs fits for everyone. .)


  • The Ruined W a l l s

Tonya Smith and her style from www.themoptop.com

This picture is almost monochrome, but that simple t-shirt with red letters strikes this old-fashioned ‘postcard’.



Here is another fave-picture of mine. Oh, these ruined walls!

Blackberry-yoghurt-like patch composed between old greens!

Daiana and the runed walls

Who doesn’t like this free feeling!? I’m sooo glad that this kind of walls goes strong in fashion nowadays. (The model and stylist is Daiana Folea. You might love her Instagram page full of amazing pictures like this here. (And if you allow me a mention, she is also the Masterina of the perfect flatlays !)


What can I say? She is Fashionella, the pretty queen of funny walls. .)))


  • G a r d e n s  &  B o t a n i c a l s

Moptop 2

Wonderland from themoptop. Again bc I like it! .)

I think this kind of organized ‘jungle’ is the most perfect place for photo-shooting a white dress. I love the trick of matching the colors of the model’s (Tonya Smith) hair with her shoes and the rusty power of that plant in the background. Lol! .)


black and white green

I’m not the fan of manipulating photos, but I like this expressive urban-garden, the  result of a photoshop made by Shahriar.



  • C o r n e r s
Happygrey corner

I think this picture is well-known by most of us who loves Mary Seng style.  In spite of this is a wall-corner made by concrete, all textures looks like to be velvet giving smooth feeling to the whole picture. How smart could a simple background to be! .)



  • S t r a n g e places
Henry Evia sitting on front of windows

He is Henry Evia from Henevia sitting in front of a large window highlighting his black hat and pale face. Incredibly amazing!

Mention: This kind of arched windows as the old green doors have special place deep in my heart.

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Henry Evia bc I like this strange childish atmosphere. More picture of this feeling.


p.s.: So the background is always  significant part of a good styling. Don’t mind the time to find the perfect one.

With L o v e,



Why we need instagram-junkies we can follow?


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In era of perfect imperfection everybody want to be like nobody else: unique, irreplaceable, unforgettable. Someone you want to follow, somebody with strong inner style … influencer, boss, leader, preacher whose voice counts in daily jog-trot life.

I just wonder if really exist people who can’t live without telling them what is right or what is wrong?

But why we need leaders to follow and ‘manage’ our everyday life?

I order to understand this social-media-hashtags-trend-craziness, I gathered my monthly guides which helps me to find the answer(s) of my way.


 March 27 / Start of a new week/

  • albert_csilla The best way to start a new week is to think about sweetescape! Tag someone you love 🍸🌴🌵🌊💤
    Bighat /for S a l e/: ClothChapel ⤴

The truetrue of this flatlay:

I wanted to know how daring is my hats are. And is there anybody dare enough to wear such a large flanged bighat with funny blue ants around!? WHAT ABOUT trendsetterS?

p.s.: despite the fact that people received my post with kind, no one was interested of this kind of hat … Little bit disappointed, I tried to boost myself working on other project …


March 31 / Short insta-write from me /

  • albert_csilla Working on this lacy #fingerlessgloves , I ‘m still obsessed by the story of ‘Beauty and the Beast’ we saw last weekend with my only lovely niece and Z. (Mon Sir 💋)
    Enjoy the little things and don’t be affraid to be different! 💫

The truetrue of this  picture:

That day was a very windy one. Since there was not enough natural light in the room, I was forced to go out onto the balcony. There was so much wind blowing that I could hardly shoot this picture. I prayed loudly that the wind to not blow away my flower’s tiny petals. And then I started to wept … One of my tears dropped to the picture and blurred off  the photo’s toner … I was forced to use  an earlier version of this picture …

p. s: the image in the picture shows my other work – a wedding dress – I’ve made of million love-hooks. That’s actually one of my biggest work.


April 1 / The unexpected /

  • albert_csilla Unexpected sunday evening / I n v i t a t i o n /

    Dress: C l o t h C h a p e l ⤴▶Crochetedbride shop ✉

This is a close up of my work – a crocheted wedding dress –  and here is the truetrue of this study/flatlay:

That’s so long story… I could write pages about how, when, why … with such sentences like:  ‘I don’t know the reason why I start to crocheting … something veiled thing … not clear, but loooove and passion … and, yes struggle, tears and happiness.’

p.s. : I think I’m blessed …


April 3 / Monday, in chase of colorful feelings/ 

  • albert_csilla I love the Monday afternoon’s newshade huntings! 💗🎨🍹🍦🐜🍥🌸

    Hat for sale: C l o t h C h a p e l ⤴

The truetrue of this flatlay:

I was curious about how people react if I put black sunglasses instead of light pink one (used before) and hiding the blue ants.

Funny game! .)


April 3 / Drawing a reminder for my followers /

  • albert_csilla I don’t know how your day was, but anyway, ‘You are pure’ ! 💫

I don't know how your day was, but anyway, 'You are pure' ! 💫 . . #angel #dailyreminder #pure #love #relax #embraceyourselft #keepitsimple #yourstyle #trendsetters #handdrawntype #notetoself #personaldevelopment #selflove #confidence #goodwords #followyourheart #minimalstyle #pink #innerstyle #goodvibes #responsable #mindset #dailylife #essentials #lovequotes #letterstoliveby #styleguide

The truetrue of this sentence: That’s the P U R E true itself!

p.s.: … reading many things about slowfashion, I wrote this  unconsciously and it’s about the purity of ethically made  fashion …


April 7 / Work, work, happiness /

  • albert_csilla Working on this blush pink, suddenly I realized how this fluffy cacti grows this week! Take a breath and enjoy the little things! Have a nice weekend everyone! 🍃🌸🌵🌳🌱🌷

The truetrue of this moment:

I realized how hard is to create ethically clear fashion …

p.s.: but I never give up! This little cacti show me how effortless is to grow something beautiful …

April 8 / Weekend, but I don’t like it /

  • albert_csilla I am actually invited for a party, but I don’t know if … XOXO💋 or NO❌. Have you ever feel so? 👧👻🙆 💤💨 💫💄💫 💋 p.s. : here I try to draw the answer … 🙅

I am actually invited for a party, but I don't know if ... XOXO💋 or NO❌. Have you ever feel so? 👧👻🙆 💤💨 💫💄💫 💋p.s. : here I try to draw the answer ... 🙅 . . #lips #lipstick #lipcolor #blushpink #lipbalm #makeup #newshades #blush #blushpink #shoelove #lovepink #mules #shoeporn #fluffy #heels #heelsfashion #shoestyle #partytime #sweetescape #summerready #spotted #xoxo💋 #eveningmood #sketchbook #digitaldrawing #lifestyle #relax #notetoself #inspireme #love #deserve

The true true about my mood of that weekend:

I admire how some people are able to relax even when they are full of thoughts. I can’t do this (yet). Now I’m rather the pest of this kind of games. I know that a little laziness would be good for me, but … the answer was aclear NO!

p.s.: Anyway, I don’t need a guide to decide why and where should I go!


April 9/ My ‘after-party’ thoughts/ 

  • albert_csilla There is no better in Sundays than eat chocolate, buy thin polka dot socks and spell aloud one of the sexiest word of all like ‘chandelier’.

    Chandelier earrings/ For  s  a l e / ClothChapel ⤴▶Crochetedbride shop

The true true of this flatlay:

I diddle for two hours taking pictures of this ClothChapel earrings … until the half of my  back sunburned, but I still wasn’t satisfied with the photoshot either … (Aw! Moreover my back looked very funny. It looked like I had sunbathed in a queer two-strap-on-one-shoulder top. Aw… )

p.s.: Maybe it would been better if I went to that party! Hehe.


April 10 / the right directions /

  • albert_csilla How could be a tipical Monday bracelet?📒💡➡♻➡🚩〰👑🔝✅
    Wish you a Monday full of right directions! ↪❤

The true true of this situation:

Thinking of my weird sunbathed back and the IFs and ORs, I realized I’m not perfect in making right decisions.

p.s.: I felt I need a mentor…


April 12  / How a leader looks like? /

  • albert_csilla I had no time to wash my hair, ’cause I ‘m in middle of colorhunting-game! 😜

    No, it’s not really true!  I just concentrate on bowling here …🔴🔵⚪⚫ I’m a lion, playing is essential. Also with colors. But black & white is on 🔝for me 🔱🔝

    I had no time to wash my hair, 'cause I 'm in middle of colorhunting-game! 😜 No, it's not really true!  I just concentrate on bowling here ...🔴🔵⚪⚫ I'm a lion, playing is essential. Also with colors. But black & white is on 🔝for me 🔱🔝 . #hi #itsme #selfknowledge #coloursplash #colors #colorful #colorsplurge #summercolors #myhaircrush #lion #voiceofhair #cachos #heathyhairjourney #liketkit #preppy #monochrome #monochromephotography #blackandwhitephotography #fashiongirls #blackoutfit #vibrant #bright #beautifulcolors #camouflage #styled #comfy #trendsetter #dress #styleguide #fashionforward

    The true true of this picture:

Thinking about how can a leader be, I summed up few things:

  • First of all they are honest and awakened!
  • Their appearance is clear and in consonance with their inner style. They are spontaneous, easily stands in front of camera. ( but I don’t know if each of them loves the selfies … )
  • They not just preaching, but working hard and always inspiring others
  • They are not just good Mentors, but restless Students in same time, able to stretch over their comfort-zone-boundaries.
  • They are helpful and cheerful, playful, creatives
  • They thinking globally, but with excellent analytical capabilities always showing up the critical point of matters
  • They always find  the solutions
  • They always stand corrected their mistakes
  • They know their own weaknesses
  • They’ll come back even from hell to repair something
  • They Always stands up!
  • Amazing souls. Everyone likes them.

p.s. thoughts: I am enough clear communicator? …  I’m not selfie woman. It is out of my comfort zone, but how can I talk with my followers without presenting myself?

Thinking of these things,  I found this not-right-recent, but really spontaneous picture made at my godson’s birthday party while I’m playing bowling. So here I am! … boosted with some brush-lines.

In addition: This hair is very messy! I’m not perfect … and by showing this picture finally I left my comfort-zone!


  • April 12  / That’s me /

albert_csilla Sometimes I’m pinky. 🍥🍨👩💌 🌸
Gloves for sale: ClothChapel ⤴ ▶Crochetedbride shop ✉

The truetrue of this picture:

This picture was made by my boyfriend. He is not a professional photographer and the fashion isn’t his field either …

But this is that shot why this gloves was spotted and bought. (for film-production which is about a little bit strange Chanel girls … )

p.s.: Anyway, this is my best avatar picture ever!


April 18 / The new life /

  • albert_csilla Best decor: new L i f e ! 🍃 🌱

    The truetrue: no needs comment

April 21 / / What is on fashion? /

  • albert_csilla Straight from a time machine.⌛

    Neckwear for sale: ClothChapel ⤴▶ Crochetedbride shop 🔘


The truetrue of this work:

I can’t  explain why this piece is different. It is 100% handmade by 100% cotton with very unique technique.  I want to believe that still exist someone who know the real ‘price’ of this piece.

Anyway it is for sale, as I mentioned in my Insta post …

Tip: If you feel too girly, mix it with some modern (masculine/classic) stuff like tailored pants/ jackets, tops, loafers, mules,  etc. Find whatever you are into.💋

p.s.: Less plastic, more love!


April 21 / Let’s play with pictures /

  • albert_csilla Do you know the modern version of your old soul? 💅
    Neckwear for sale: ClothChapel ⤴ ▶Crochetedbride shop 🔘

The truetrue of this picture:

I don’t know who this girl is, but I found this poster throwed out after our neighbour was moved on. I heard she was a fashion-blogger. A good one! What a pitty we never really met …

The necklace I offered here is the same presented a day before, but by presenting in other way, this got less likes than the older one. Interesting experiment!

p.s.: I must to learn a lot … and talking more with neighbours ! 🙂


April 28 / Mr. Green Hearty right on my table /

  • albert_csilla Hey, green dude! I can’t give you coffee… But a kiss and water! 💋☁⛅

    p.s.: G. Hearty has now 6 hearts! Well done! 😙👌

    Handmade apparels for sale ➡www.clothchapel.com

The truetrue:

I was a little bit in doubt if I am ‘too much’ …  working in so many thing in same time …  I don’t know if people understand me …  or they believe me.

p.s. : Darned! The doubts! They are such an unpredictable guides!

But how cute this my cactus is! Always show me something new and easy to decide: grows new heart … 🙂


April 28 / No more work, but kiss & roses /

The truetrue behind of this quick picture:

After many mistakes, here I tried to relax my thoughts and concentrating on love, love , just love …

p.s.: L o v e


May 1 / A quiet style / 

The truetrue of this picture:

This blue painting is one of my recent paint-work. I have no time to finish (yet).

But until then I gladly use it for my flatlay’s background, specially when I posting about the works laying on my table. … the face is part of an another project … and  I really like to play with them.

p.s.: Fashion is a funny game!


May 1 / My romantic urban safari/

albert_csilla My romantic urban safari. 💋🐆🐾
Get your gloves from: http://www.clothchapel.com ☝ ➡Crochetedbride shop

The truetrue of this picture:

This photoshoot was also made by my boyfriend. The place could be familiar for film-makers or fans of many films like the ‘Mars’.

p.s.: There are so many wonder in this universe! 🙂


May3 / The roots /

  • albert_csilla I just wonder this little ivy always have a new idea … 💫 I used it first a month ago for a picture and I couldn’t throw away. So I simply put it in water. Now it has many roots and some new leaves.

    The best idea ever! 👌🍃 Find your roots!

The truetrue: no words …

p.s.: I must to find my roots …


May 5 / Me  and the bright lights /

  • albert_csilla Who loves the Bright Lights (Beta Vulgaris)?

    p.s. : one more point for that fuchsia pink! 💞

The truetrue: Closer to myself and in a good way to love this vibrant fuchsia-pink.

p.s.: L o v e L o v e


My Conclusions

Does we need leaders whom we can follow? Yes, we need them! And, yes, we needn't!

Work to find your own way!


What to wear when in doubt if spring or not?


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When isn’t spring, but isn’t winter, the balerina shoes appears around you, and you want to wear them immediately, but it still so cold outside.

What to do?

Honestly, I can’t switch so quickly onto spring once I’m cold! In fact, even the spring doesn’t wake up immediately. Everything needs some time. Just like me.

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Me – in this sleepy and doubted time – I’m used to wear my not-so-spring, but fall-in-winter interference stuff like this tweedy coat and lace-up high boots.

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This latter I received years ago on my first trip in Paris. Must to mention, I rarely wear leather things nowadays (!!! ), but this one reminds me of the one of my father’s hobby as shoemaker makes us almost all of shoes we wear as child …

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This coat is easy to wear and I can underdress well if is still cold outside … smuggling some green into my outfit like this (H&M) olive-green pullover.

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In practical side of view we doesn’t need to buy a new stuff. Spring weather sometimes is similar with fall. We used to buy spring colors not for our body, but because of soul.

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This kind of associations like green with spring are printed in everyone inner style, no matter if we live between concrete blocks. Nature is the best stylist!
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I’m not a kind of „let’s go shopping” woman!

Cropped olive-green pullover. I just saw it and bought it. And I think I’ll wear it for years.

Pullovers (and cardigans) are still the best choose for spring-fall and a great casual companions in winters. Never enough of a sweaters, but you don’t always have to buy a new one.

I understand the spring shopping tours-feeling, but maybe you have already noticed that you are even more tired in the end of shopping (no matter how good stuff you managed to hunt) than when you started the tour.

… hunting is good. O.K. … for an hour, but is not against your spring (or other kind of) fatigue.


For me the funniest thing for starting spring is taking a sunglass (this one is my first buy this year, but I believe that it will be in trend for years) and sitting on sun, coloring my nails. (I had now this pale pink Marie Antoinette (L’oréal) color in my drawer…)

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So what to do when you are in doubt if is spring around or still winter?

Just get pop of green color from your closet  mix it with a pinch of pink and just walk in sun.

Tip : the little springish patches like flowers, ladybugs, or other positive affirmation-pins also could pull up our spring-feelings.

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Something about Angels


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Tiny angel legs crossed trought the water, get onto blue boats waiting until the ice thaw up the track of their steps. Then they’ll launch on the river to bring the spring to the whole world …

… when some of my colleagues passing by my always-open office door, they staring at me a little bit confused didn’t known why I am talking by myself. The true is, there was a little big blue eyed girl under my table. The funniest soul that I ever met!

We have had spent wonderful time together. Once I ask her to be so good and stay in silent while I’ll lead a live Tv-game. I have had nobody to take care of her at that time-gap … and that little angel followed me in silent straight in next ‘nobody-nowhere’ room. Just me and she and that little room with green box and funny lights.
She sat down on a chair and with her ‘Wow, what will happens here? ‘ -smile looked at me all the time. I was a little bit afraid if she will ask me something loud in that half an hour. But she remained in silent. Even when I laughed together with somebody who speaks thro’ that ‘black hole’!

It was splendid 30 minutes!

When finally I told her, the game is over, she went to that sound-source, stood before the apparat and shouted into loud : “Each of you were very cleeeeever! ” :)) She was so cute, I picked up her in my arms. ” You are the cleverest, my Winner!” I said.




… working on this little blue newborn socks, I got this ‘Blue boat’ pictures made by her.  Now she is 16yrs and … I would love to pick up her in my arms again.
I tried to pick her last time when I visited her, but I couldn’t. When – in exchange – she suddenly picked me up so easily. I’m was scared a little. Not because of her phisical strenght (she became  a horse-rider by now, and I’m almost a weightless woman) , but because of the time …

If the proudness counts, she would never lift me! 🙂


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Angel socks     This cuties are available in my Etsy shop.

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Little vintage powder in a modern trendsetters fashion waves


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You can find many ways to mix the old styles with modern look. Just take a tour at Net for some smart style-guides or just listen to your inner taste.

I also prefer the vintage clothes. They are well-made timeless pieces. But maybe you are that person who feel uncomfortable in clothes wored by someone else in the past.

I’m making clothes and accessories exactly those who are in love with the well-tailored vintage clothes, but afraid to wear them.

Here some details from my last year works. Monthly moments of my taste. Get inspired and feel free to introduce some vintage-styled elements in your everydays outfit.

Enjoy the style! ;×

My pretty schemer fashion expert crooked legs


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unveiled1In that morning my face has got a new contour without any botox. When I looked in the mirror, I didn’t noticed anything strange. I went to work as usual, but at noon a monster stared back at me through my monitor mirror. My hole forehead was like the Avatar’s navy rubbery mask … It was if something wanted to come out of my forehead.

People were moving around me slowly all day … they moved like usual used  to move around a hangover girl. I was soooo frustrated by this incomprehensible caution.

Would have been cool if I had a pair of sunglasses, but just someones pathetic sunnies I found in hurry in the property room…  Can you imagine how ridiculous I was walking wearing all day sunglasses? Indoooor !??? Aw! It was so so terrible, but I was afraid to took off it even when I had to go down to the hall for welcome the guests… I must to mention: I wasn’t  hangover ever!

Down to the hall a few weeks-old baby smiled at me. Maybe the babies can see the humans aura, isn’t they?, I thought little relieved.


Can you imagine how ridiculous I was wearing all day sunglasses? Indoooor !???…

  But this feel tooks just a second, because I realized: this little soul heard my voice before we met.  That’s why he smiled so cute at  me. I often talked with her mother  by phone while he was still in her  belly. Now, he recognized me.  That’s all!

 So, babe, you are a  Monsterina  after all …




Nonetheless I worked steadily by the end of the day and tried to avoid the eye-contacts and my colleagues’s  funny remarks : “Hey, babe! Let’s face the true story of your distorted pretty face … you was beat up by your boyfriend, isn’t it? ” blablabla …


In the afternoon I was a fully dressed Avatar figure with narrowed swollen eyes … I have close-ups of my face, but I don’t want to scare anyone

The true is that I slept alone that night …

Fortunately, the guests were so excited due to the casting they came for, that they don’t bothered with my alienlike-face. Or they considered as a part of the show … I don’t know … but I had no time for further explanations …

… The doctor found two barely visible bite-point. Spider, she said. I’ve got a Calcimusc injection (+a recipe that I never used) and a deeply suggestion of using of the vaccum cleaner. I told her that I’m an obsessive cleaniness-addict person, but I can’t hurt the spiders – although now I know that they have the ability to settle off the face of any human ….

But  – of course – I was absolutelly curious. Who was that  Offender and how does it look like?



I wonder who was the offender and how does he/she look like?


When I got home, there was not much light in the room. First, I examined the mattress on which I slept the night before. Then I divided the ground into smaller districts. I slowly checked everything. But nothere a spider. Even a single bug.

I stopped in front of the bookshelves and lay down deep to the floor. I lighted up each corner with my phone …

Suddenly I saw a tiny, almost transparent something running in hurry away from me. It was soooo fragile that suddenly becomes ridiculous how I imagined it before. It isn’t a Monster, I  smiled and caught him up with a glass. He was sooo tiny and scared. Oh, little boy/girl!

I put him under the magnifying glass. I google it. Based on his figure, I found a good website for details – http://department.monm.edu/biology/recluse-project/identify.htm – …. They has as signature a small, dark violin on the front half of the body. Also the hairless legs and the uniform color elsewhere on the body. They’re really pretty dull looking. Brown recluses have only very fine hairs that are invisible to the naked eye. Also, they are truly reclusive and so are not often seen. That’s why is interesting how I could met with one of them. And also it is hard to understand how it managed to bite throught my skin (twice!). Usually they couldn’t  bite throught the humans…

A brown recluse spider (Loxosceles reclusa) from the cross spiders family? Hm…

I don’t know how it happened in that night and how this little spider was able to bite me, but I’ll wear that sign forever on my face. However, I don’t care. It’s just a little spot.img_0256

A few month later of these happens, I started to crochet. First  time in my life! And I am learned it very quickly. It is amazing feeling!

Here is my first creation: a modern-renaissance lace collar made by me.

When you are in hurry, but have no time to change your #officelook, but want to arrive in time on evening party. Furtunately this little #collar fits perfect for that event and it is so small that you easily can take in your bag.

Since then I opened my first e-shop: the Crochetedbride (ClothChapel) full of vintage-look modern bohemian accessories and frilly dresses.

Here it is:

http://www.clothchapel.com >>>> Link >>>> Crochetedbride :



p.s.: Sometimes I wish if I have more arms. :))))













Style-tip for grunge and frilly


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As we know, the main hallmarks of the Grunge style are the flannel shirts and long unkempt hair.

Grunge is an typically outdoor style from secondhand thrift stores with low prices. This popular style of the 1990s is still very very cool. You can find your favorite flannel shirt or dress in most of secondhand boutique. I love them for their sporty and practical fabrics.

But what is if you want to wear flannel as a  casualwear? Be your own stylist and pair it  with something delicate, frilly and feminine like this fingerless gloves. Grunge with frilly fingerless gloves

p.s.: Recommended with boots and freshly washed hair. 🙂